Pastime

As the roses are red and the skies are blue , i begin to realised . i'd broke too many rules and set myself to be hated . i kill the presence of virginity love in my whole journey. and its all begin from my unpleasant tragedy .when the sun didn't shine anymore . where i learn about evil and forget about my good life.but i know im trapped by all those dirty people and thousand of lies around me ! my dream turns as desire when i begin to concern only for myself and my soul. i'd seen too many colours .too much episodes of drama. begin from partner and turn into sinner .I Fuck and roll with the fucker . Until i dont really understand what my life stands for. the eyes are meant to see and the ear are tend to hear . im dreadful . im not attractive . im forgettable . and thats why im being this humble . im just an ugly little dog . im not like you . im not born to be happy.i'd enough lies. i'd been hurt. finally i cant take no more. i cant help to hate myself . and to be loved by someone is hard for me .no one really likes me . im weird and i'm abnormal. i'm sick of people who keep cheating and that situation killing me from the inside . can u imagine how hurt i am ? lend me your shoulder . i need em to cry . send me your angel . im ready to fly . burden me with your tear,im here to die . i may not good in love,but im really well in FRIENDS.well..do talk to me . im no longer taken yo..