Pastime

As the roses are red and the skies are blue , i begin to realised . i'd broke too many rules and set myself to be hated . i kill the presence of virginity love in my whole journey. and its all begin from my unpleasant tragedy .when the sun didn't shine anymore . where i learn about evil and forget about my good life.but i know im trapped by all those dirty people and thousand of lies around me ! my dream turns as desire when i begin to concern only for myself and my soul. i'd seen too many colours .too much episodes of drama. begin from partner and turn into sinner .I Fuck and roll with the fucker . Until i dont really understand what my life stands for. the eyes are meant to see and the ear are tend to hear . im dreadful . im not attractive . im forgettable . and thats why im being this humble . im just an ugly little dog . im not like you . im not born to be happy.i'd enough lies. i'd been hurt. finally i cant take no more. i cant help to hate myself . and to be loved by someone is hard for me .no one really likes me . im weird and i'm abnormal. i'm sick of people who keep cheating and that situation killing me from the inside . can u imagine how hurt i am ? lend me your shoulder . i need em to cry . send me your angel . im ready to fly . burden me with your tear,im here to die . i may not good in love,but im really well in FRIENDS.well..do talk to me . im no longer taken yo..

Memory

Truth about a movie

Its a movie.it's just 16.20 and its short . But the values in the stories is so hard 2 get from the other ordinary movies..

there's a scene that i adore.

Melissa : Do you realize ,it is only 2 options for our future togather .It's either we break up or we're get married .

Josh:Have you really thought of that?

Melissa: Do you think we'll get married ?

Josh:Geez..thats a lot of question. Why?you wanna get married with me?

Melissa:I dont know right now.

Josh: me neither.

Melissa: Do you wanna break up with me ?

Josh : Of course not.

Melissa: well,its gonna be one or the other.What do you think will happen if we're dont end up togather? we're gonna hate each other ? think, we'll keep in touch?

Josh : I think,if life's seperates us.we'll be in a totally different places.i will always remember when i pass this life in this paradise..and i'll be thankful for that.and i hope that wherever you are,you'll be thankful too.and i think thats the best that we can wish for.

i miss someone that i wish i had this scene with him.i hope that wherever he go,he'll be thankful for what we've been through togather once upon a time
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Bliss

Once i love, i love like never before 

but once i've left , there's no more turning back !

Appreciate the chance i gave you . i wont giving it away free next time honey. You have to pay for it. Not by money,not by talk . But by PRIDE . i'm not easy to grab and i'm not that difficult to handle . I'm just appreciating what i got form my momma baby :) If you think i don't deserve you, you're million times ahead not qualified to own me darling .I'm way too obsessed with my life lane. My life of being single is too perfect that i called it as PRECIOUS . Just don't waste your time on me honey,you dont look like deserve to .And oh yeah haters, jealousy is the ugliest threat yaaw .. Hating me won't make you famous. Unless your ugly ex-boyfie making your humiliating life trending worldwide . Haha . I'm mean to anybody who mess with me so back-the-fuck-off ! See yaa ! :))